after 2 years...

it's been more than 2 years since my last post here... and here i go again getting confused... :( there are times when i don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if what i'm gonna do is right or what i'm gonna choose is right. i don't know if my decision is correct or if it will make my partner happy. I don't know who i should talk to. I don't know who's there to listen. I don't know if i will be getting an advice or not. I don't now if following someone's advise would help or not. i don't know if there's really a way to solve this. I don't know if there's an end to this. i don't know if i could still take so much. i don't know if we could still be really happy. i don't know if i'm still making sense. i don't know if i should post this. i don't know if someone would even read this... it just kinda help letting it out...